Sometimes I wonder about the heart of God. With just the tiny army He's entrusted to me, my heart can become so heavy I can hardly lift my eyes. Listening to the stories, talking to the hurts, encouraging and being patient and not being patient. Trying to give the kids a chance to throw off the past and seeing so many fail over and over again. Today was one of those days when I wanted to quit. All my efforts seemed useless and my heart was weighed down like a rock. But it's God's story and He's painted each stone with His love.